i just cancelled my post. i dont want to write everything here. haha. i just want to say.. thank you everyone for making my weekend.. i never fail to look forward to weekends.. and i never fail to enjoy my time spent! today's laughing session.. man i really laughed my heart out.. haha i realise im the most high on weekends.. and hurray! monday's a "no school" day! i cant express how happy i am. bet you i'll see tons of school people tml.. must start thinking of a way to camouflage myself already.. aye. who ask church to be so near esplanade?

mr yeow was being annoying that day. i was really really disappointed with myself for not allowing myself to perform at esplanade.. i miss singing so much you know.. but yesterday's praise and worship night made up for it.. oh it was simply awesome. =)

eeks im really migraning now.. vision's spinning and im starting to see two! ooh.. means time to go to bed! blessed sleep everybody!

bleaugh. today was a bad day. know what. the worse thing is not to be unable to do things. it's to use to be able to do it last time.. but not being able to do it now. chim? anyways. i still have one week. may next week never come.

my daddy's leaving for shanghai in half an hour.. =( horrible horrible machines there why spoil? i don't like daddy to go overseas.. daddy i'll miss you.. the next one week will be LONG. =(

i have one big huge chunck of work to complete.. seeing them makes me drowsy.. help! the day didn't start well.. woke up with bad news on my phone.. i sure pray it'll end well.. im a hungry girl now.. literally ate nothing the whole day.. munch munch time!

"put a song in my mouth..."

after what happened today.. i really really realised.. treasure all the people around you right now.. even if it's your nagging mummy.. treasure all you loved ones, close friends and precious beloveds.. don't wait for tml! start appreciating them now..

oh one thing i'll never ever be able to appreciate... kinematics! what's which those particles walking round and round then u-turning then walking again? eat too full nothing to do? rahh.. i do NOT like kinematics! boo hoo.

hmm hmm.. im hungry! lala dinner time! :)

oh finally it's working. watched miss universe few hrs ago.. all i can say, is that they're beautiful. mom was commenting that she likes mexico's gown.. which one's prettier which one's got the figure blah blah blah. during the swimsuit show i saw the ribcage skeletal of one of them! gosh. was thinking how much they must be starving to join this universal competition.. well miss japan a little resembles rousy's niece right?

later while i was showering, a little thought popped in my head.. these many girls 'starve' so hard to hope to get that 80 carat worth crown on their head.. they have to impress (so many) judges, look perfect, walk perfect yadaa yadaa.. a little mistake and they get nothing. doesn't that sound like law? thank God for grace. i'll get my crown when i go meet my Daddy! He loves me just as i am. =)

today's tiring day.. my dearest cosy bed here i come! sleeping is such a luxury... =))

"I can see the fingerprints of God
When I look at you
I can see the fingerprints of God
And I know it's true
You're a masterpiece
That all creation quietly applauds
And you're covered with the fingerprints of God..."

it's 1150pm now! just reached home not long ago.. yawns.. tml still have school! crap. i shall invent a portable bed! rahh.. was telling nick about andy who always shouts "HOH!" into people's ears.. guess what nick said. "when he says that, tell him FAN!" being si-low i took like almost a min to realise that it meant haw fan. so lame! gosh like only nick can think of that!

anyways.. today's service was fantastic.. so so blessed.. =) im a happy girl today.. had nice lunch with kok and little queen bimbo.. and guess what, i got caught in the rain. when i reached home. the sun shone. like really brightly! as if laughing at me for not being smart enough to wait a lil longer at the bus stop. hrmp. anyway.

the super d choristers were talking about last year's syf set piece. "saan falling eeen the west, the eevening star must shaine. birds are SAI-lent in deeair, in deeair nest!.." goshes. now i realised how much i miss singing! there're feelings built for singing you know.. i miss becky! oh yes i saw modissa today.. sentimental stuff started coming back. wells, 4 years past so fast you know..

alright.. it's past 12 alr.. happy birthday school tml? stoning time.. *yawns*

whoa. today was one eventful day! =) i did pe despite the injury and if mum finds out im sure to get a lecture.. got back bio test and praise Daddy i did quite well! =) after school went to meet alene and daniel for lunch.. after which went to catch a movie.. alene daniel roger nick char and me. =) im sorry but im kinda clueless about pirates.. thanks alene dear for so patiently explaining portions i didnt understand! sho sweet. =) one thing good about these movies is that the ending is not predictable! unlike clique shows..

well then after which alene and i chiong-ed like two siao char bors down to B1 to buy cake for daniel.. well then we had tongue sticking session and started behaving all spastic.. really enjoyed myself.. loads. :)

oh dad bought a hard drive for me! :)) now i can store lots and lots of songs and photos without worrying of lack of space! hurray! :) yay im a happy girl. hmmms. kinda sleepy alr after such a long day.. blessed remaining of the week! :)

look what i found!!! 8days mag presents... (drumroll)


paul um two hills


cutie dory fish!

now spot the difference, name the similarity!! quick quick!
if you're slow.. (hee)
difference: dory is a few million times cuter than that hill
similiarity: hilly is trying to pose as dory!

well if you cant see, i'll help you!


gosh. this is pure impersonation of dory! how can!?!? im so gna sue him.. hee hee. (evil innnocent smile.) no offence to all twohill fans...

lala. today was a migrane-ish day.. weather's so hot hot hot!! yes and rachel declared me smarter than jackie! yay yay yay! 30 min to rachel's bdae! =)

tick tock! heh random. oh mans i never laughed so much this whole week.. spending my weekend with glorious people is really really joyous! esp with 'cold' people like alene daniel and nick.. how to not laugh? haha. no mind king and his understudy.. LOL! dare was kinda quiet.. cos amanda wasn't there at dare..(ooh it rhymes!) nevertheless.. marika and alene were high-ing over the 'take it all' actions! =p during dare pastor gave an altar call for those struggling with their studies. i badly wanted to go up, but my feet just wouldn't move and my stomach was feeling so queasy. seeing all those getting slain by Daddy's presence and giving hugs to alene and mika, it suddenly dawned upon me how much my Daddy loves me and wants nothing but the best for me.. then i started to cry. His presence was so strong i finally understood what claire said during sharing last dare dinner. you dont have to have hands laid on you to receive your annointing.

both messages yesterday and today were powerful. my Daddy showers constantly blessings on me beacuse im righteous in Christ! i dont have to work for my blessings. beacuse He is with me, i have favour! =) the last week was so tiring that i kept wanting to give up. really, faith comes by hearing the word. i never really understood what that meant. now i do. no condemnation for every decision i make! put Christ in the center of my life.. talk to Him whenever troubles come my way! He'll never fail me. ever. that's like the best assurance! =)

lala now's dinner time! =) oh blended d.o.ms and chicken based! sick. haha.

blessed week beloveds! =))

"o Lord you search me
you know my ways
even when i fail you
i know you love me
i know you love me.."

ooh! yesterday almost kena bang down by car. almost fainted while walking down the hill. it took me forever to reach the mrt station. walk walk walk like not moving at all like that. i felt heavy and light at the same time. my shoulders were breaking under the weight of my bag. what a day.

anyway. this is so cute lah! never noticed before..

Olny srmat poelpe can raed tihs. cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!

i just reached home not long ago. hospital trip was crap. well i got to "skip" school for one day though.. blogging just now.. visited someone's that said something like what, love must come with hurt.. is that right? well at least i know my Daddy showers me with unconditional love.. if not even a single soul on earth accepts me, i know He still loves me. what a wonderful father i have. =) yesterday alene was sharing with me about some stuff a little of which spoke to the inner bits of my heart. it was kinda a new revelation.. going to church is all about God's grace and Jesus, how much He loves us. that's everything right? yes it is. =)

world cup.. well i guess i'll never be able to understand soccer ever. haa. it just doesnt speak my language. well well. my migrane is catching up on me! time to take a nap..

oh my oh my oh my! guess what. im actually going to wake up at 3am later to watch the last hour of world cup! partly to join in the atmosphere, partly to see if my dad and mom won any of their bets. oh my can you believe it? im going to sacrifice my precious 1 hour of sleep to watch a few dozen people chase after a silly ball! oh my oh my. repeat it: OH MY! haha im sorry. it's just pure madness after stuffing all dydx-es into my brain. seriously. i dont get world cup. at all. i'll probly need my sis to explain the game to me later! oh yes she's waking up too. wow. not bad for my nerdy sis eh? i have one wierd family. my dad and sis support italy.. my mom and brother support france.. how wierder can things get? HAH.

i've accepted a few new truths recently. hmm. though still can really really believe it's happening. well i guess reality's still reality! oh yes. the reality. VS is starting school at 930 am tml lah because of the world cup! how cool is that? now shout it out! NOT FAIR! haha. seriously. i think we should have a public holiday tml in celebration of the closure of world cup or something. the poll seriously earns alot alot of money every 4 years! blah blah blah. im just crapping non stop here waiting for my hair to dry so i can go sleep. oh well i have nothing to crap about anymore. how sad. lets all cry. i think i should go sleep. im starting to talk rubbish already. goodnight darlings! seeya all at world cup later! =S

im home!! yay! it's not even 130 yet! that's early.. oh the joy.. haha. gosh why is it so hot? i should shun bian bring a frying pan next time.

despite being cooked.. my little brain's not fried yet.. met someone unexpected on the way home.. reaching my home saw primary school kiddos geting off the school bus.. makes me miss my taking-school-bus days. i wonder how i felt when i turned 13. i wonder how it'll feel like to grow up. hmm. i dont want to grow up. oh man. what rubbish.

im hot and say it with me. IM HOT.

hmm. i wonder why so things happen the way they do. and how i can be so naive to not believe the way i thought it was. well to think and believe are actually two different things you know. well i just realised. sorry lah people slow mah. i realised i missed out alot of things.. some on purpose, some not. oh man oh man oh man. my life's up and down now. though i like siao char bor liddat... nvm.

thank goodness my Daddy's always the same! if not i really dont know where to get my strength from.

"yesterday today forever you're the same
jesus your love will never ever change
you are here with me watching over me
day after day i'll walk in all your ways"

everyone's down with the flu/fever bug! that means stuffing many big pills down you throat and drinking so much water until you wna puke. argh. hates medicine.

nevertheless.. knowing how much my big Daddy loves me surpasses all those sickness already. He is greater than my problems and He'll not want me going through all these! besides, He paid for my diseases and pains at the cross!

prelims are in like what 2 months? i know He is my victory! =)

"at the cross i bow my knee
where your blood was shed for me
there's no greater love than this
you have overcomed the grave
your glory fills the highest place
what can seperate me now"

small short post before i go teeorhorh. i was so so blessed by pastor lian's message today. =) fellowship at dinner was great too! i never knew brian liked to play with food. anyway. first service tml! super shag now.. time is 11:43pm! yawn.